Tuesday, June 22, 2010

The overly observant leading the blind

I continue to find myself taking care of society. Its frustrating and I dont want to do it, but I have to, I just cant let things go.
The other day on the bus there is a woman who is dripping liquid... im wondering 'what is this... this could be bad'. Turns out, I realise its coming from her bag. I interject; 'miss ur bag is leaking', 'oh' she claims 'I thought it was coming from the roof' ....no, no its not. Then this lady's book mark made of a receipt falls on the floor, I dont want to interfere, however minutes later after shes checked the book TEN TIMES!!! (killing me inside) I say... 'its on the flood there'. I stop to help this woman who is holding up the line trying to pass her paper transfer over the chip in the bus station. I tell this woman her phone is ringing cause she cant hear it for the tenth time, I explain to the guy swearing over the full bixi station there is one just a block away (like calm down its 8am). I guess I like fluidity, I want people to progress not digress. I wouldnt call these good deeds I would call this helping the blind.


(add in: the other day I got on the bus at the terminal and nobody wanted to wake the sleeping guy... so I had to or he would have jsut been transported back to the ouest!)

Sunday, June 13, 2010

When is enough enough? that is the question.

Letting go is not hard, its actually the easiest part. Holding on is the hard part. Only when you actually give up and let go does it become easy.

When is enough enough?
There's always the pivotal ending, when you don't feel the need to send another text, where you actually stop calling that person.

Lately i've found that this pivotal ending always comes when i'm telling myself, and, i actually believe that this; is not enough.

and the timing is pivotal.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Randy: Would you stop feeling sorry for yourself? It's bad for your complexion.

There are alot of milestones growing up that people never make it to. Although being 25ish makes you wonder about what your doing with your life you could think of all the things that havent gone wrong according to the "scripted plan"
I jsut watched 16 and pregnant and im very thankful that i was never 16 and...pregnant
Im done school for the most part and im glad im not a highschool dropout.
Im not a smoker, which normally is developed really young, im glad i said no to that.
Ive leaned to earn my own way and im glad for the most part things were never handed to me. Ive never gone to jail, lol, and im glad that im pretty sure I never will. Those are all the ones i can think of for now, but it really comes down to eliminating the things you know you will never be. Ill never be 16 again, unfortunately and thank god.