Thursday, November 5, 2009

The mark of a successful man is one that has spent an entire day on the bank of a river without feeling guilty about it.

Sometimes i just wanna break something! I dunno what it is all the sudden im set off and Im feeling outta control anger. I thought about kicking the bus stop window, i thought about hitting this random girl... but shes innocent and i dont want to hurt people. I wanna break my ipod, break my phone, something to make me feel less tense about how school made me miss the bus! Sometimes its these small things like missing the bus that set off an obviously bigger problem.

I dont even know if its anger, stress, anxiety. Alot of people have anxiety these days but i dunno if i do. I dont really know the true definition of stress. Even though you may have time to relax and go to the gym and watch tv doesnt mean you arent stressed! Because i do all those things but i think im a la max stressed out.
One indication is that fact ive been eating so much chocolate and today after class my class mates and i went to the pub and got beer and food and one guy even had to take some shots to chill out. Nothing like a drink to take the edge off.

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