Random Ramble of the (In)Sane at Bay

( i highly suggest you read this in an english accent)
Life on drugs is fun... and hard and easy, they make you kinda barmy. For one they make you kinda light headed and everything is nice and bloody merry. But they also make you right lost, in places youve been. Well mine do cause theyre not 'for fun drugs' they are for pain relief! ...right now it hasnt set in yet cause my mouth still hurts a bloody fucking lot. Anyway Ive gotten way sick of Facebook and i decided to deactivate it, its just not my cup of tea. Im much more obsessed with my email, tumblr and amazingly, i never thought possible twitter. At first they were more fun too but then i realized that it is yet again a competition for status; how many people follow you, how many people view your blog, how many people check and ask on your tumblr and most annoyingly... are celebrities going to respond to you. its exhausting let me tell you. I think i might just go back to posting as i like and see what happens on its own, although i really really would like to have John Mayer acknowledge me! Half the time im sending him my friends blogs and myspaces because they are far more interesting than my own. I dunno why i do this, alright now well sedatives are kicking in and im about out and done rambling so i best belt it up now.