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We have this weird idea that suggests that when turning another year older we can just start new. Or when the new year rings we will be everything we are not and we will rid ourselves of our own personal demons. Well, it just doesn't work like that because nothing changes overnight. Change happens when you dont realize its happening. We never wake up one day and completely change, we can perhaps change a few of our actions but there is no way that its without struggle. A smoker doesn't wake up and decide to quit and never think of smoking again. Its the same with everything else, there is always the ideas and thoughts that will not leave until one day you turn around and realized they somehow snuck out without anyone noticing.